Why the Deep Dive? Alright, so why did I get so seriously into this in 2019? This wasn’t just some casual habit for me, not in the long run. That year, man, it hit me hard. My grandma, who was like a second mother to me, she got really sick. Like, really, really sick. It was sudden, and it just rocked my world. I was spending every spare moment at the hospital, riding this emotional rollercoaster. And during that time, everything felt so out of control. My job stress got worse, the relationship issues didn’t magically fix themselves, and then this on top of it all. I remember one particularly rough week. The horoscopes I was reading were all over the place. One said “find strength in unexpected places,” another just plain ignored anything positive, and instead focused on “deep introspection” and “release old patterns.” It was like a mirror to my own chaotic thoughts. I was desperate for something, anything, that could offer a glimmer of hope or just a sense of order in the madness. That’s when my note-taking went from casual to almost obsessive. I started writing down not just what the horoscopes said, but how I felt about them. Did they make me feel better? Worse? Did they match the gut punch I was feeling? It wasn’t about believing in magic anymore. It was about ritual. It was about trying to find patterns in the universe when my own world felt like it was crumbling. It was a weird form of journaling, really. A way to process emotions and look for connections, even if those connections were flimsy or self-made. Sometimes, a vague line about “finding peace amidst turmoil” would just hit me right, and it would give me a tiny boost of courage to face another day at the hospital, another difficult conversation. By the end of 2019, my notes app was filled with hundreds of these daily entries. Some days were just a few words, others were a short paragraph where I’d reflect on how the predictions, true or not, made me feel or think. I didn’t become a believer, not in the strict sense. But I learned a lot about myself. I learned how much I craved guidance when I felt lost, and how sometimes, even vague words could provide a weird kind of comfort or perspective, simply because I was looking for it. 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